Break Down

This morning I had a break down. I just finally let out all of my frustrations, pains and angers with God, life and people (in general). 30mins of tears, yelling, and throwing things. I must say I feel great. For the men out there that think men should not cry, I think you really need to do some soul searching because when you are at the point of tears you really get out what trully is bothering you. There are no more barriers of what people will think or how does this look to me. When you are at the point of tears you finally want to deal with what is going on in your mind. Tears are drops that finally release you from whatever bondage you have created for yourself. I find the more we want to be proper and do what the world does with issues (brush them under the carpet) we become more unhappy and angry people (or atleast I do). To question God does not mean you do not believe. Actually, in alot of cases it means you have a firm enough relationship with Him that you can get to the meat of the problem you have. I am not advocating to just argue with God but I am saying we need a much more sincere relationship with our Creator. My day started out with wrestling a whole lot of issues I am dealing with. How did yours start?